Dear Momo

1. flowerld by billie
you guessed it correctly, my lil brainiac! hopefully, the lyrics have offered some more of a clue on what itā€™s about but if not, Iā€™ll share my little perspective with you. i think we can both fairly say that the very first pet name(s) I held for you or even mentioned out loud after weeks of dancing around each other and [as you called it] clowning each other was something kindled with flowers. mon pĆ©tale, mon jolie fleur. as cringey as it might sound, calling you by these pet names came with ease. it was meant for you, my pretty little flower. i donā€™t think Iā€™ve ever come across a flower as beautiful and breathtaking as you are. itā€™s been there since the beginning of time, since the start of our relationship and itā€™s stuck through even till this day. and like the jolie fleur that you are to me, our bond has kindled, bloomed and prospered into something so beautiful. like a field of flowers, a breath of fresh air. and I think this song perfectly ascribes that, even if my words fail to. as billie said, ā€œletā€™s meet with the flowers, we bloomed. our world is linked as one. and the flowers bloom as we walk, fill me up with the scentā€

2. seasons ā€” airman
i thought the name would be befitting for us bc ā€˜tis the season to be jollyā€™ and all you know?? HDDK and also becauseā€¦ wellā€¦ we started flirting in winter and oddly enough the rp was named after the seasons :^ so it kinda makes sense no? i genuinely didnā€™t think anything would come out of me being flirty but then you had to go ahead and push me didnā€™t you? not that I regret a single moment [iā€™m glad you pushed me into being more serious than playful] because then we wouldnā€™t be having these little moments that weā€™ve had across the year. seasons makes sense for us, a year of wholesomeness and flirting and bickering, a year and 4 seasons well spent together. ā€œI met you, it was so warmā€ being around you does exactly that, makes my heart warm and soft and Iā€™m damn weak for you. so hereā€™s to seasons, to the winter I met and bonded with you.Text

3. cherries jubiles by yukikothink youā€™ve probably already figured out each song chosen is somewhat related to us or in particularly you. the lyrics or title itself might just explain what this one this about, but if not, thatā€™s okay. cherries jubiles, when I came across this, the first thing that came to my mind was the colour red. red like roses, red like Santaā€™s suit, like Rudolphā€™s nose befitting the winter we began us heh and red like the flustered state youā€™re often in because of me. we both already know how fond I am of your rosy cheeks, if I havenā€™t made it clear enough, I heckin adore it. love when you blush and get all shy, knowing I was the reason behind it. itā€™s the prettiest thing ever, youā€™re the prettiest ever. Iā€™d do just about anything to see you get all shy and flustered, so yeah, as the lyrics say ā€œat my question, a little mischievous, your ears turns red, I thought it was cuteā€

4. feel like by woodz
since we have been talking about our origin, I thought it would only be fair if we touched upon the very beginning of us that brought us together and acted as a foundation to what we are now, who we are now. haha so yeahā€¦ even though winter was the season we started tsunning and flirting fr, autumn was the season we metā€” bonding over our interests in songs, or more specifically krnb songs. i recall us sharing songs, given I was knew to the krnb scene and somewhere along the line woodz came up. this was one of the very first songs I heard of his before you introduced me to some more, whoā€™d have thought woodz would play a huge role in our relationship. itā€™s already a given, if we were a kdrama, woodz and his numerous albums would be our tracklist. :^
As he says ā€œwe pull each other like magnets, everything you say to me is a sweet flavourā€ dare I says weā€™ve been drawn towards each other for long enough, and it only continues to grow stronger. weā€™re one person now, you canā€™t deny it even if you wanted to.

5. butterflies by abe parkerwelcome to song number five! butterflies by abe parker :^ I personally chose this song because.. well I really like the lyrics and I think it describes and explains every little thing I want to tell you but fail to convey in words. itā€™s never been my best asset, words, describing my feelings so I hope this song makes up for it. because for every moment we spend together, you bring out emotions within me that I cannot explain. Itā€™s overwhelming really, but in the best way possible and Iā€™m in love every little emotion thatā€™s associated with you. you make me as happy as I can be, you make me as nervous as I can be and sometimes, when you do these cute things or when I just see your face, I feel things that canā€™t be described. overwhelmed with affection maybe, I adore you with everything in my soul. i simp for you so hard, itā€™s probably concerned, some days more than the other. you give me all the little butterflies, all the good jitters and all the worldly peace, itā€™s never not joyful being with you. so yeah, as abe parker says ā€œhow do I hold these emotions? when you spin my world out of place?ā€¦ am I a moth in your flame? do you burn the same when I look into your eyes? do you get butterflies?ā€

see you by amin & deptbefore I stumbled across this song, I was thinking about the little morning or goodnight notes we used to leave each other when the other would go to sleep or before going to sleep. they were cute and I cherished every one of them, they always made my day :> your sweet little words and cuteness, made all the more eager to come back to you, to look forward to spending time with you. but yeah, this song makes sense in a way ā€” ā€œyou and I have more words to sayā€ couldnā€™t be truer, thereā€™s always so much to talk about with you, as random and as weird as it might get, thereā€™s never no words, or awkward silence. heh I guess what Iā€™m trying to convey with this song is no matter what, if weā€™re unable to drop some little good morning notes, I hope you recall this song and know Iā€™ll see you laterā€” that Iā€™ll be back here by your side no matter what.

7. moments with you by Mia Nguyen
hopefully youā€™ve listened to the song by now or read the lyrics, but if you havenā€™t thatā€™s okay. Iā€™m sure you might have already gotten an inkling about what this one might be about, hopefully DBKD. but hi, this post is dedicated to the time weā€™ve shared together. I think the title itself is self explanatory but since I know you like hearing me word it out instead, Iā€™ll try my best to explain it xo. i chose this song mainly because the lyrics convey exactly how I feel whenever Iā€™m with you. our movies nights and game nights have always been nothing short of amazing and I always find myself looking forward to the next moment I get to have you full undivided attention, call me greedy if you may but :T I thrive on your attention and affection. thereā€™s never been a dull moment with youā€” with your quirkiness, your clumsiness, your tsun tendencies and affection, itā€™s always all rounded SHDK
as the song says
ā€œif itā€™s dancing in the rain, to spending lazy days. To staying out late, all things I do, all these little moments, Iā€™m glad I get to spend them with youā€

8. pastels by wheein and with you by dezebal
To my jolie fleur,
If you have received this, then you would be glad to know you no longer have to torture your brain to figure out what the missing letters are for the wordled songs and artists. Thank you for humouring me though, it was amusing (and pretty cute) to see you go along with them without questioning and trying your best to figure them out. I can only hope you enjoyed going through them as much as I did making them heh. Youā€™re probably confused as to what this is but ā€“ a little birdie let slip that she wanted a love letter in passing so this is my (poor) attempt at delivering one. Excuse me if it isnā€™t the most romantic note youā€™ve come across, Iā€™m not the best writer (shocking right? KDSJ) because words are complicating and I suck, badly SDKJDF.
ANYWAYS.. Iā€™ll start this little note off with saying happy one year miss hirai momo :) congratulations for lasting a whole year with my tsun tendencies and annoyance, idk how you did it but kudos to you fr. Itā€™s surprising how a year has passed by so quickly ā€“ to think this time last year we were probably just about getting to know each other. Okay no, thatā€™s a lie.. we were properly bickering our asses off with you trying to provoke me to walk the walk :pointing:. Interesting how we went from bonding over woodz and his new albums to us bickering like tom and jerry (weā€™re better than them though) but I suppose I have you to thank for making me (quite literally) walk that walk or else we probably wouldnā€™t be here right now DSKLD.when we started interacting in seasons greeting, I didnā€™t exactly anticipate for anything to happen, nor did I expect myself to find someone whoā€™s just as chaotic and weird as me if not more. I absolutely adore the bond we have, how I have been able to be myself around you from day one and not worry about having to filter or think about what I say before saying it because one way or another you somehow understand and match my energy. I meanā€¦ if anything I think we can both agree you come up with the weirdest things out of nowhereā€¦ SJDSFK i heckin love it though. I love how unfiltered your brain is and how it conjures up the most random things ever like the time you wanted to flush yourself down the toilet (for the free ride) and to have ā€œour own private placeā€. Of all places, you really considered the sewers huh? But I suppose I must be just as insane because Iā€™ll follow you to the end of the world if need be, never mind the weirdest corners on earth, let alone the galaxy SDKJDS.If that doesnā€™t show how much of a simp I am for you, then I donā€™t know what would. I really do have it bad for you, like very bad. some (most) times, itā€™s really difficult to communicate what Iā€™m feeling because I feel so much ā€“ you bring out so many positive emotions in me that I donā€™t even know where to begin. Scary how one person can evoke so much happiness within me, and how I always look forward to spending every given moment with you. Iā€™ll happily admit that I am greedy for your attention and affection, I thrive for it, long for it and flourish in it. Anw I should probably get to the point before I wonder off on a tangent because oddly enough I can keep going on about this but I wont keep you waiting any longer : I was gonna originally wait a little longer to do this but seeing as though today is your special day, I thought why not make it even more special. But also because I found myself getting more and more impatient to do this the second I started the whole little quiz with you DSLKDFSo yes, youā€™re probably wondering why I sent you two songs instead of one like I have been doing the last couple of days (?) weeks (?) and honestly I really thought the lyrics conveyed enough for it. For one, Miss Hirai Momo, if it hasnā€™t been obvious enough then hi, I am completely enamoured of you. with every little thing you do, from the random facts to the weird nicknames you come up for us and the random petty acts to the list of woodz songs we have dedicated to our relationship and to the way weā€™re able to communicate about anything and everything regardless of the fact it makes no sense. Youā€™re filled with so many colours and you never fail to make my day brighter, livelier. Just like wheein said ā€œAll colors scattered before my eyes, you are my pastel. Can't take my eyes off you, yeah. Hug me like a mist, ooh, so warm. When your fingertips touch, the color that spreadsā€.The second song fits this moment perfectly because itā€™s been one whole year of us tsunning and flirting and knowing each other like the back of our hands (itā€™s scary that you know what Iā€™m gonna do or say half the time, kinda cute too heh). ā€œHow can I be so stupid? Better make it up to you, cause yeah ive been thinking it through and through. Over and over in my head, Then making excuses up instead. Why you're not in my bed? Think of you like you're mine to keepā€So hi :^ this is me making up for keeping you waiting for so long like I said I would. Hirai Momo, mon petale, every moment with you has been worthwhile and I am more than grateful to have you in my life ā€“ for all the laughter and weirdness we have conquered DSKJD. Youā€™re one of the most beautiful people I know, inside and out, and I want nothing more than have more random conversations with you, come up with the weirdest names and to expand our playlist ā€“ hopefully this time you wonā€™t forget our songs (doubt) DSKJDF. Anw what Iā€™m trying to say is, I love you mon petale. My jolie fleur, my little pĆŖches, I absolutely adore you and I want nothing more than for you to be mine. so miss hirai, the question is:would you do me the honour of being my girlfriend?